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Another pic of my aunt with my dad and his new wife. They been married for a year.

I'm still open for commissions.
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Looks like Mike got a PS3 for a reason. Hopefully, I can get a PS3 so I can play my games and watch BluRays. Plus I can play imports too, which is Mike looking into getting Kamen Rider Battride War 1 and 2 for his PS3.

I'm bringing 3 DS games for my trip. Final Fantasy 4, Black Signal: Blade of the Exiled, and Lunar Knights. I have DS games I need to finish. I hope the new Nintendo 3DS LL/XL does play DS games when it comes out.
Bravely Second is coming out in Japan this winter.

www.orendsrange.com/2014/08/br…

So many games I have yet to finish. I have to stay up for 19 hours straight on Saturday the 27th. Just 4 more weeks till I spend a month with Mike.

Until next post.

-V
Ever since I opened for commissions, I've been drawing mainly on my iPad and I have a free canvas to draw something else.



I do want to do stuff for 4 days and French classes so I can get a job. Commissions help me for extra spending money for my trip with Mike.

Then I see other artists like doubleleaf banking with commissions and easily her art is loved by all.
Or another user got into a high end art courses after doing some work for a local con.

And me? I'm 31, like video games, bitch on feminazis, made videos with a 30$ camera, and I still can't land an actual job because I get too stressed out by volunteering.

So yeah, ever since my drawings were ridiculed in high school, I don't think I'm even improving. Just draw some animu shit that some people may like.
Then people ponder why I have a self harm habit. I'm considered worthless and I can never make money off the crap I love to do.

Maybe my dad was right and I should had become a teacher instead.

Until next post.

-V
I think I might have my own following.

OK, so I got at least 11 subscribers on my YouTube. But I noticed some people like my comment posted on Asa's video.

The comment.

 
I am disgusted by her use of depression to claim her rise to fame. Being suffering from depression along with schizo makes me disgusted by this game. Games I like helped me cope with my loneliness. I wasn't good in them, but I love playing PS3 games, especially interacting in their Sims, PlayStation Home.
Oh but this game is so edgy, it's worth your time. Nope. And I thank you Asa for fuelling my hatred for feminism wanking the video game industries because it can't be for girls.
-Signed, an actual girl gamer.

I'm thinking of making my own Tumblr on video games to counter the feminists trying to control all voices of video gaming and silencing them who goes against them. Dunno what I'll call it.

But first, let me seek my enemy on why she made such a half assed game based on an illness that is pretty stigmatizes everywhere because people don't see depression as an actual illness.

So then the choice becomes do we charge or not? Many people were pushing me to charge, citing the help we could offer charities and the value of getting paid for your hard work and taking that money and making more things that could help people.

But none of that felt right. When making something you have to ask yourself what’s the spirit of the thing you’ve made. Why have you made this particular thing? And with Depression Quest, the answer has always been clear as day.

Depression Quest has always been an attempt to make a tool to help people understand depression and reach out to others living with the reality of this disease.

There is no way, in my mind, to ethically put something intended to be a tool for helping people behind a paywall. None.


This is funny because she blocks those who reach out to her, saying her game basically mocks their illness same as EL James blocks abuse survivors. This woman is so full of herself and her game that she closed various charities because they were not catering to her female agenda.

Elly Winters, I think you two can be BFFs with her like you are with Yen-sama.

This was the same guiding principle behind putting the game back on Greenlight after withdrawing initially due to threats and harassment. It’s a really really fucking hard thing to accept - that you have made something that can help someone else, especially when you yourself suffer from depression and have a very hard time accepting that you could do anything for anyone and aren’t totally worthless.
You fucked 5 guys to greenlight your project and gamers want their money back for your lousy choose your own adventure game.
You wouldn't even known what being worthless is, since you have your army of white knights to pwotect you from anything bad. Don't you dare say your harassment is because the internet is a cruel place for a woman.
Grow a backbone and speak up.

But I’ve heard from too many people, heard too many stories from you wonderful fucking people, to ignore that. I love all of you too much to discount your lived experiences, so I accept that the game can help people seek help. Someone getting help or even feeling understood when they feel like an alien on their own planet is too rare of a thing to gamble with, too important to flinch from because you’re worried what people will think of you or say to you.

Like I said before, you're pandering to your white knights who probably never actually played a game and think those who dare say anything negative as a terrorist.

People being beheaded, sold into prostitution, or being killed for being from a different religion are acts of a Terrorist.
Someone bitching on how lousy a feminist game really is are not.
Learn to respect criticism and grow up, Miss Sassy Pants.

ohdeargodbees.tumblr.com/post/…

I feel like I have a responsibility to those who could be helped. Depression Quest was never ever meant to be just a game, and it has definitely done more than a traditional game might. I get regular emails from therapists who use it with their patients and families of depression sufferers to build a dialog and a bridge to understanding. It’s been used in classroom settings, people have played it with their parents and significant others to start showing them things they had a hard time verbalizing. Not taking those stories and those people seriously and accepting the role that this game was able to play in their own massive undertakings of self care would be disrespecting those people’s struggles. And I can’t do that.

Proof, woman. Show us the validation. You're mistaking Quantity with Quality. Yes, there will be a big group of people who like popular things, but are terrible in the eyes of sane people. (ex: 50 Shades of Typical DoucheBag Grey)


Please, please, please take care of yourselves. Tell the people in your life you love them. Don’t stop pushing for more understanding and better care of those battling mental illness.

Oh, I will take care of myself. But I don't need anyone telling what to play. I'm friends with some people on DA who are into video games that are not popular and I don't shove my favourite games down their throats in hopes to conform to being a gamer. I just met someone who likes Assassin's Creed in my walks.

I don't need feminism pulling the strings of video games because they see it as a "boys' only club". I want to be treated with respect. But thanks to women like you poisoning gaming, no guy will take a girl gamer seriously.

And that what pisses me off with these harpies.

Other news? I got a new fanfic for YingGirl. Gonna try to make some artwork for it. You can read it here.

khadi.suburbansenshi.com/theki…

Until next post.

-V
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Another commission. Done and coloured in Art Rage App.
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Looks like Mike got a PS3 for a reason. Hopefully, I can get a PS3 so I can play my games and watch BluRays. Plus I can play imports too, which is Mike looking into getting Kamen Rider Battride War 1 and 2 for his PS3.

I'm bringing 3 DS games for my trip. Final Fantasy 4, Black Signal: Blade of the Exiled, and Lunar Knights. I have DS games I need to finish. I hope the new Nintendo 3DS LL/XL does play DS games when it comes out.
Bravely Second is coming out in Japan this winter.

www.orendsrange.com/2014/08/br…

So many games I have yet to finish. I have to stay up for 19 hours straight on Saturday the 27th. Just 4 more weeks till I spend a month with Mike.

Until next post.

-V

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