That current comic made me realize what a bad mindset I have. Frequently when I feel depressed, I draw blood on my arm from cuts. Arm burns a bit because of my metal allergy. Though, I have a sense that pain makes me feel alive. Because no one wants to be friends with a 40 year old adult who’s fat, depressed, and a hermit who plays video games. I feel ok doing work, but not ok feeling like an insignificant piece of sh*t who just became famous for posting replies to another 40 year old’s crappy Mary Sue comics. Ness and YingGirl are not perfect. I lost friends due to shaming the body positivity fat movement. I thought I can be sorta like be part of the OverWatch community. But I had a tendency for pissing people off, like the Assassin’s Creed fanbase. I really need to see my social worker. But I’ve been avoiding her a lot. I can’t share my work. I think my fanbase just wants me to fail again and make me feel like what’s even the point of gaming? I hope I can get some gaming done