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I'm doing random 10$ images in hopes to get some interest in people commissioning me.
I really do like how my latest image came out when I spent last night coloring her.
Also, my nephew turned 1 today. We'll be celebrating his birthday tomorrow.
I just hope I can handle kids.
Next week I see my doctor.
Well, that's all I have to say. My life is pretty dull. I tweeted myself having a Cadbury Creme Egg McFlurry and it was good.
Until next post.
-V
I really do like how my latest image came out when I spent last night coloring her.
Also, my nephew turned 1 today. We'll be celebrating his birthday tomorrow.
I just hope I can handle kids.
Next week I see my doctor.
Well, that's all I have to say. My life is pretty dull. I tweeted myself having a Cadbury Creme Egg McFlurry and it was good.
Until next post.
-V
Stop Simping for Astarion
As you can guess from my drawing style, I am a simp to this vampire twink. I guess the fanfare, clips, and some swagger decided to get my hands on an ita bag as a sign of my fangirling over vampires again. Well I got obsession with vampires had started with reading Anne Rice novels as a tween. Twilight Saga kinda made try to avoid vampires altogether. But doing my DnD corse for almost two years and seeing the popularity of Baldur's Gate 3, how can I not simp? Plus my prefered class is a rogue elf. My Ita Bag will arrive tomorrow. Going to put my plush in it. I'm expecting the pins from Etsy to arrive next week. Also waiting on a face mask I bought off Red Bubble. My Dakimakura cover will arrive next month. So pretty. This is my third one I owe. People tell me that my age, I shouldn't allow folks to bring me down and make me not like stuff because it means I'm simping. Oh. I got a McCree mouse pad and two noodle stoppers from AliExpress. Yeah, I might have sold my
Red Bubble Site
Here is my next venue. I doubt anyone will buy stuff from my store. Plus I plan to make another YingGirl piece exclusively for my shop. https://www.redbubble.com/people/YingGirlMTL/shop?asc=u
Depression
That current comic made me realize what a bad mindset I have. Frequently when I feel depressed, I draw blood on my arm from cuts. Arm burns a bit because of my metal allergy. Though, I have a sense that pain makes me feel alive. Because no one wants to be friends with a 40 year old adult who’s fat, depressed, and a hermit who plays video games. I feel ok doing work, but not ok feeling like an insignificant piece of sh*t who just became famous for posting replies to another 40 year old’s crappy Mary Sue comics. Ness and YingGirl are not perfect. I lost friends due to shaming the body positivity fat movement. I thought I can be sorta like be part of the OverWatch community. But I had a tendency for pissing people off, like the Assassin’s Creed fanbase. I really need to see my social worker. But I’ve been avoiding her a lot. I can’t share my work. I think my fanbase just wants me to fail again and make me feel like what’s even the point of gaming? I hope I can get some gaming done
Commissions Are Open
So I have getting back into drawing. I would like to get a Samsung Tablet 64GB for my birthday in July. If anyone is interested in my drawings, DM me. Thanks again for following me. -V
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Just keep practicing.